Yeah its time for another one of these. A general journal for those that have any interest in how im doing and whats been going on with my life recently. So, if you dont care its probably for the best if you just leave this journal now.
How are you doing JJ?
Eh...to be perfectly honest, ive moved on pretty much now from when my Grandmother died, not as down as i was. I have got back into the gym full time again, 5 times a week, ive been doing this for about 3 week. Nearly back at peak fitness. Excluding the times ive went out for drinks to take my mind off alot of things. As said a while back ive become a lot more leaner in my muscle now as ive shred half a stone in a couple of weeks.
As boxing goes thats ok, ive recently had a sparring match to which i dominated, my partner was just under 6 ft, so our heights were even, though he weighed a lot less as out muscle mass is a lot different, so he was slightly more agile. We got a few good punches in here and there to which as said, i dominated all the way through, though there was no bruising, only scratches to bad contact with the gloves. Though as i was walking home i threw up... it was a recoil in my body to the blows i had taken, though i like to think of it as my body saying, good job just dont get hit too much next time. It helped to take a load off my mind as ive felt angry a lot recently.
As you probably know by now i stream in the evenings to get my mind off things, to which you can see me either play a game of some sort or do art while listening to music, mostly a Thomas the Tank gangster mix of some sort probably. To which is ok as ive met a few nice people from deviant.
As uni goes im on the last stretch working on my animation due in under 2 months time then im done, then i have to try and find a job to which to put these skills ive learnt to the test, though i have a super high paying job for my age now, its not what ive trained to do at uni so i want to move on from it. Though its more than an amazing back up if nothing happens lol. How else will i afford all my new computer gear, holidays and commissions i buy lol as well as putting some in savings.
The future, im not sure. Ive been very all over the place with it, for example will i be uploading stuff to DA when i get another job, if i do work for Riot games for example im going to be mind set on that 24 - 7 lol what will happen to my Gods and stuff... Yeah that as well as moving away from all my family as i have no family in America. All the things you will or have already worried about when you left university to go out to pursue your dreams. So the normal.
Any new Gods in the pipeline soon?
Though ive been a bit all over the place with emotions recently, mostly sadness and anger. This is not a good time to create a God, for those that dont know all my Gods have been created from a time in which something major happened in my life and this is the only time i will ever make one. I think this is why my page is so popular as they arent made for nothing and i like to think people respect that. I do not plan on making one anywhere near this time as I still think i would link it to the death of my Grandmother so for now, no nothing is on the way.
As the uploads go, i try and pump out 1 a day but for the next few days it might not be as my father recently went through a major operation on his hip and i have to help care for him so thats on my mind alot aswell as my university work.
Speaking of Uploads as said before im also doing collabs with various people on DA, which i am at the moment as well, 5 to which are on the way soon. For those that are interested and are confident in there art and want to collab with me and my gods in an upload, to which we will discuss, feel free to message me, i generally work on these with you drawing the rough sketch and me doing the line art and colouring, this is nice for my schedule and its something i can work on and off on, though they never take too long for me to finish generally.
Apart from all this i suppose yeah im doing good. Still feeling pretty all over the place but none the less i suppose im getting better.